Rose of SilenceRetreat Portal:
A Return to Self
This page is here to help you set up your personal retreat. All resources are optional and meant to simply serve as a guide to help you create some structure for your retreat time.
You are welcome to use this Telegram Group if you’d like to offer reflections or ask questions. Since the retreat is no longer live this year, you may have to be patient for a response.
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Below, you will find resources to support you before and during the retreat. Use them to inspire your time in retreat.
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Below, you will find the replay of our retreat satsang (gathering). These videos will have valuable contemplative practices as well as the collective frequency of the group which you may find supports your solitude experience immensely.
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If you need to be in touch individually with either Kaila or Lauren, You can connect with us through the Telegram App.
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Kaila and Lauren are offering a discounted private session for individuals who may want spiritual direction or guidance during or after retreat.
Our information to connect is below.
Welcome to Retreat, beloved!
Here are Your Onboarding Materials.
Your retreat manual is here for you to print or review as you go through the three days of retreat.
Click the image for the Google document.
Not everyone feels safe in their body. Prepare for retreat with somatic practices to ease into your inner sanctuary.
Sometimes when we drop into silence or self awareness, it can feel very loud and uncomfortable to be so confronted with our thoughts, feelings and emotions. Use this practice to begin feeling peace and calm in the body; find your resting place.
New to meditation? Learn about Centering Prayer on the Contemplative Rose Path.
This is an ancient and adapted form of meditation to center on God. Choose a sacred word and allow yourself to become still, focused, emptied, and open to the revealing of divine presence.
Your Retreat Facilitators
Lauren was thrilled to bring Kaila Rose to the 2025 Rose of Silence Retreat as a guest facilitator. It was so fun collaborating on this project.
Kaila brings an element of prayer and purity of the heart through her devotional practice and embodied guidance. Lauren has been meditating since she was 11 years old—drawn instinctively to the sacred quiet where holy listening dwells. What began as a childhood curiosity has deepened into a lifelong devotion to contemplative prayer, wisdom traditions, and the sacred feminine path.
Lauren has been meditating since she was 11 years old—drawn instinctively to the sacred quiet where holy listening dwells. What began as a childhood curiosity has deepened into a lifelong devotion to contemplative prayer, wisdom traditions, and the sacred feminine path.
Rooted in Christ-centered mysticism and the Rose Lineage, Lauren’s approach is not one of spiritual excess, but of depth. She believes healing begins in the presence of God—nurtured not by striving, but through the sacred rhythms of silence, stillness, and solitude.
For Lauren, presence is a holy practice and a radical act of reclamation. In a culture that prizes speed and saturation, she guides women back to simplicity—where discernment, gnosis, and divine love can take root in the body and soul.
If you’re longing to deepen into spiritual practice that awakens the modern feminine path (via feminina), Lauren offers 1:1 mentorships for those ready to embody the potency of presence in their threshold season.
Reach out to learn more—this is the sacred work of coming home to yourself.
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Kaila Rose is the Founder of Sacred Roses of Light FREEDOM Ministry. She is a God Centered Sacred Feminine Embodiment & Transformational Guide. Her Ministry includes 3 Month One on One Mentorship, Purification Rites, Sacred Roses of Light Baptism, Rites of Passage, Retreats, Sacred Site Vision Quests and more. Kaila’s deepest intention is to serve the Light of God and hold the space for women to remember and embody the frequencies of coherence, freedom, power, alignment, beauty & divinity encoded in every part of their being one with god.
Website: https://sacredrosesoflight.com
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Founder of Sacred Living Arts: Contemplative Coaching for Feminine Soul Renewal. Lauren’s ministry serves to help women seek refuge from the overwhelm of life and grief so they can re-orient themselves to God and deepen into their devotion.As a spiritual director, Lauren companions spiritual seekers through the Contemplative Rose Path which offers greater presence, connection, understanding, meaningfulness, and celebration to the human experience.
Opportunities for religious/spiritual reconstruction as well as grief companioning are highly encouraged.
If you would like to go deeper into mentorship and learn more about the Contemplative Rose Path, you can schedule a free connection call HERE:
Website: https://sacredlivingarts.com
Rose Recalibration
Somatic tending is important and supportive to feel safe in our body as we prepare for silence.
Our body is our sanctuary, a temple, or a vessel from where we encounter God. It isn’t always easy to feel a loving divine presence in our body when our wounding shows up within the layers of our being (mental, emotional, physical, energetic, or spiritual). Some of us hold deep emotional trauma in the tissues, others feel energetically frayed, or we are overwhelmed by our pain body, all which can come to the surface when we get quiet and still.
We hope that these practices will support your process of deepening into presence.
Somatic preparation for getting still and reflective, using the metal and earth elemental support.
The Sacred Stillness: Unlocking the Feminine Power Through Silence
Girisha Andrea is an orgasm coach, trauma, abuse, trans-generational healing, grief recovery specialist. With her unique holistic EMPRESS-O method she empowers women break free from the limitations of their past, rewrite their old stories and unleash their full potential to create the life they desire.
http://empressco.online
DAY ONE
Retreat Replays
DAY TWO
DAY THREE
Retreat Journeys…
These optional resources are for you during retreat when you feel like you may need some support. They are here to help you drop into your inner sanctuary with ease, to give you the medicine of the rose, and to help you carry the momentum of presence during your retreat time.
Join Jessica for this soft, soothing journey into your inner stillness where you will receive quantum energy clearing with Sekhem to release then feel your connection to your Sacred Heart.
Bask in the ultimate light of the Divine where you float in nothingness allowing a deep sense of relaxation that resets your nervous system whilst you receive Source Rejuvenation.
Along with the Guiding support of Yeshua, the Shekina Dove the White Rose Star & the Rose lineage you will receive a deep & complete healing, remembering you are Holy & Whole.
Connect with Jessica:
https://www.instagram.com/jessicachristinasawyer/
This is an auspicious time for retreat as the energies are drawing us inwards for reflection. Kelly-Anne shares her Eclipse energy update and guides us to connect deeper into the cosmic rose energies.
Kelly-Anne offers us a Venus Rainbow Rose Angelic Healing activation and journey for Nurturing your rose heart light to bloom and blossom.
When the rose fully unfurls from the deeps roots of inflection, we see into the multidimensionality of our being fro a grounded anchor. We touch the depths of our soul, and in this fullness take part in creating our heaven on Earth timelines for the greatest good of all!
Connect with Kelly-Anne:
https://www.starangeltemple.com/home
From the first annual, virtual, Rose of Silence Retreat, Tiamat Rose bring us a beautiful Rose of Silence transmission..
Tiamat is founder of the Emerald Earth Temple. The Emerald Earth Temple is a school, oracle consultancy and healing sanctuary devoted to remembering our connection to the primordial Mother; the Source of creation and nurturer of life. A space to come home to ourselves and place of belonging on Earth.
Connect with Tiamat:
https://www.tiamatrose.com/
From the first annual, virtual, Rose of Silence Retreat, Julia Burkey brings us her exquisite veiling practice.
Julia is a UCC Pastor and Earth Priestess. Her work stems from Divine Feminine nature honoring wisdom intertwined with the Christ path, bringing ancient ritual alive to nourish the modern woman / human being. Think experimental early Jesus following movement before Christianity was formed, plus full moon gatherings. Think the faith of your grandmother plus the rhythms of nature and the moon that have guided sacred gatherings since the beginning of humanity.
Deborah El'elia Knighton Tallarico is a soul initiation guide, spiritual psychotherapist, astrological counselor & planetary priestess, writer and mentor of the divine feminine mysteries who has been counseling and guiding souls from all walks of life for the past 40 years.
Deborah helps us understand more deeply that rhythms and cycles have always been an important aspect of our well-being since ancient times. TheRose of Venus Mysteries teach us how the cycles of Nature and the Cosmos can inform and guide our lives. Deborah teaches us about Seasonal and Lunar cycles that reflect the ancient archetypal theme of descent, death, transformation and rebirth. As we align with these cycles we can be divinely guided in our lives and learn to live in harmony and balance with the Earth and Cosmos. As the Divine Feminine rises in our world, the awareness of these sacred cycles helps us stay connected to the depths of our own soul and our spiritual source.
Connect with Deborah: